Polygraph Nights

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"The best persian rugs are the product of the deft hands of masters who can weave intricate patterns of hundreds of knots per square inch..."

I am a bit ashamed to admit that I've become quite the habitual liar these days. My ability to spin tales has been honed these past months. The intricacies of telling half-truths, timing, the gauging of mood. Even SK is surprised. I do not blink. I do not avert my eyes. I look the person in the eye. I speak with confidence. My heart does not thump. I spin my tales and I find myself getting tangled deeper and deeper. I do it to live my life, to be my true self and yet I must blanket myself with lies again. Isn't it ironic? Do I have a choice? Of course I do. But I am still hiding. I am still running.

It has been swept under the rug. And I continue to weave that rug...

Comments

Cheryl said…
Dear, life is at such and you do it to live on. I know that's not the true u. To tell a lie, we do need more lies to cover it.... that's the fact. For now, the protocol need to be at such for the benefit of harmony and peace. Be patience... *HUGS*
Friday, January 18, 2008 11:21:00 pm
adrien said…
but rugs are essential items that play vital parts in anchoring and uniting all the separate pieces in a particular space. without them, everything will float.

err can that be somewhat intertwined (no pun intended) to what you've said and be an analogy than ACTUALLY makes sense? :p
Saturday, January 19, 2008 12:01:00 am
Anonymous said…
When the right time comes, you will choose to stop hiding or stop running. Until then we do what we must.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 8:03:00 am
MrBunnyBan said…
Mooooooove to Singapore. That or start a cultural revolution. >.<
Saturday, January 19, 2008 10:03:00 am
savante said…
All I can think of are the persian rugs! I need to get more!
Saturday, January 19, 2008 11:42:00 am
Janvier said…
What a tangled web we weave
When we practise to deceive.

Little lies and big lies...don't let them bite you back hor.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 12:42:00 pm
Jaded Jeremy said…
Though at times necessary, I try to minimise the amount of lies as it is troublesome to keep track of them. Half-truth misleading statements are better than lies I supposed.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 2:16:00 pm
Pike-chan said…
dont go too deep ah.. nanti u have trouble getting it back up.... and wad mess you'll be in...
Saturday, January 19, 2008 10:26:00 pm
Melvin Mah said…
It all depends on whether is there's a need for a lie to exist on a matter....

Some does, some don't...

Life is such..
Sunday, January 20, 2008 12:59:00 pm
quicksilverlining said…
rugs are nice. only they collect a lot of dust.

ah! another who can lie with a straight face. fun and games for everyone!
Monday, January 21, 2008 10:54:00 am
William said…
@Cheryl:
Protocol? SOP ada? lol

@Adrien:
Thanks for the interior decorating tip. :P

@Kopi Soh:
What we must...

@Ban:
Moving down wouldn't solve anything...

@Savante:
I'll pass you mine when I'm done with it.

@Janvier:
The danger is always present.

JJ:
Teach me o Master!

@Pikey:
Pray for me!

@M5l:
I NEED to lie. Ugh.

@Quicksilverlining:
It's not an enjoyable skill. :P
Monday, January 21, 2008 6:17:00 pm
Will said…
If others force you to lie just so you can live your life, a life in which you don't hurt anyone, then the fault lies with them, not you.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 11:34:00 am
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